After a while, something changed. Once I discovered the internet, I started begging my parents to forget about the phone for half an hour so I could go online to play on the PBS Kid's website (remember the good ol' days of dial-up?). Eventually this expanded, and I began playing things like Pokemon Stadium and Super Mario 64. I moved on to Gameboy games, and increasingly became more invested and interested as new systems came out, including Gamecube, the many evolutions of the Gameboy, and of course, the WII. We were a Nintendo family.
As time went by, I started wanting my own games and my own systems. Asking my brothers to share theirs was not enough anymore. Once I started spending my own money on games, the stakes rose. I wanted very badly to be good at picking games, but as a young girl, I had awful taste. My brothers made sure I was very aware of this. They always told me if I was making the right choice or not in what game I was choosing, and generally if they said it was bad, I would listen. I remember the first time I didn't. I was adamant on buying some game based on a TV show I liked. My brothers tried desperately to talk me out of it, telling me what a huge mistake I was making, but I would not listen.
...I should have listened.
The $20 that I had saved up from weeks of allowance money went entirely to waste, as I discovered after my first time playing the game, that my brothers had been completely right. After this, I got better at predicting what games would actually be worthwhile.
(One of my favorite games, Skies of Arcadia: Legends)
That was another great gain from video games. Not only did I genuinely grow to enjoy them, but as I got older they became a large part of my friend-base. I definitely hung out with people who did not like video games, but a large majority of my friends did. Not to mention, come high school, my knowledge and enjoyment of gaming definitely increased my popularity among certain male groups, which was fine by me!
Since my gaming beginning, I have expanded from solely the internet and Nintendo to many other systems and styles of games. I cannot claim to be a great gamer. My best friend, who I am currently playing through Heavy Rain with, would highly support the fact that I am not. But for me, being "good" isn't the point. I do it because I think it is fun, generally I enjoy the story lines in the games I choose to play, and I like the community that comes out of it. Overall, gaming is a part of what makes me me. As nerdy as it sounds, it's the truth.




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